Lesson #1...the girly songs in ITG are NOT easy.

i thought i had an easy first pass.being an old DDR player couldve NEVER prepared me for this.lmao.ITG is Modded DDR with full length songs of ANY imaginable type,and fan/player made steps.enjoy,but im not that good on the grand scale of ITG players.^_^;

a summary of my personna.=)

And as your story fades from my skin,I wait calmly smiling for your lips to write the next chapter.but in THIS story there are no plot twists.Only slivers of dusty sunlight illuminating laughing faces and half-eaten pancakes.Ruffled blankets and mid-morning TV thats barely watched between kisses and listening to each others heartbeat.Good days are rare,and perfect ones even more so.So in finding this accidental treasure,I owe you my thanks,but Im afraid youll have to settle for more affection.Against better judgement as always,for affairs of the heart are never about such rational things as logic or judgement.I carve initials into trees as you carve yourself into my most treasured memories,But since the future cannot be etched in this manner,I fnid myself becoming the author of our next book together.The illustrations have yet to be drawn and still i find myself turning blank pages in anticipation and my heart jumps.And as your story fades from my skin,I wait,quietly seething,to write the next chapter upon yours.

Questions that i actually didnt mind answering...for the MOST part.

How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?
18.(I'm 20)

Which is worse, failing or never trying?
never trying.

If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?
Speak for yourselves people.about 90% percent of the things i do are because i WANT to in some way shape or form.

When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?
Nope,but everything I've said I WILL have done.so i guess that makes it 50/50

What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?
i would say id like to make it so that people didnt HATE each other,but when i think about it,that would be affecting free will...so i guess NOTHING really.people will figure it out on their own eventually.not anytime SOON,but...eventually.

If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?
Fashion Design and running with lions.

Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?
for right now?I'll just say i BELIEVE in what im doing.pay attention.its called an investment.

If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
i wouldn't.

To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?
I prefer the term steering.your life is more or less ALWAYS in your control,it just depends on which direction you STEER it in.

Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?
well,if you do the right things incorrectly are they still considered right?ANYway,i prefer to believe I've done the latter of the two.

You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do?
i would speak up and say its probably because they dont know her past the initial circumstances,and that theyre entitled to their opinions,but they should save their trashtalk for when shes around,because if you have the balls to talk shit,then you should tell the person...in PERSON.

If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?
Dont get living in real life and HAVING a REAL life confused.one is DEFINITELY better than the other.

Would you break the law to save a loved one?
would YOU?

Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?
The two go hand in hand.I usually percieve them simultaneously.

What’s something you know you do differently than most people?
Be honest.

How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?
because I'M not EVERYONE.

What's one thing have you not done that you really want to do?

What’s holding you back?
I haven't figured out HOW to spread my wings yet.

Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?

If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?
state wise, CALI or NY.to chase dreams.
countrywise, JAPAN or the UK.

How many stiches have you gotten all together in your life?
you spelled "stitches" wrong.
no stitches though.i break bones like a REAL man.*shrug*

Do you push the elevator button more than once?

Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?

Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?
I am one that envys the other.as we ALL are.

Why are you, you?
Because i CHOOSE to be.

Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?

Who's your most protective friend?
protective of ME??they all SAY they are,and the time to prove it has yet to come for any of them.we'll leave it at that.

Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?
losing touch is always worse.

What are you most grateful for?
i dont know.its a tossup between my mother,my trials,my friends and my state of mind.

Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?
I would rather DIE than do EITHER.

Is it possible to know the truth without challenging it first?

Has your greatest fear ever come true?
I dont know what my greatest fear is yet.dont get me wrong,there are things I fear,but i dont know which of them is the "greatest"...

Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset?

Does it really matter now?

What is your happiest childhood memory?
playing outside and having an untainted outlook on life.

What makes it so special?
the fact that it was nothing special.just chillin in the back yard chasing critters and shit.

At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?
Otakon's Rave.danced with a friend and we took over the world.

Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?
nope.I talk too much for that.^_^

Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?
Because love is the ONLY emotion that can bring forth ALL other emotions.thats why its the most powerful.If you love something enough,its very much a possibility that you will come to hate it.

Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?
in life there IS no "wrong" or "right",only influenced thinking makes it so.

If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?
yes,but only in favor of a different one.

Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?
if you enjoy it then its not really "work",now is it?=P

Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?
Pfffft.unfortunately yes.

When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?
i LIVE in the night,and i carry the moon in my hands to light my way.

If you knew that everyone you knew were going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?
the SAME people i visit EVERY day. plus lauren,linz,Kris and my little brother.

Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous?
haha,just because you EXPECT something doesnt mean it comes.

What is the difference between being alive and truly living?
that same difference between living IN real life and HAVING a REAL life.

When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?
at some point in the past,so youre either already on the right track,or you need to hurry your ass up.

What are you listening to right now?
I'll attack - 30 seconds to mars

How many times have you listened to that song today?

If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistakes?
because people dont wanna learn shit anymore.this is the age of convenience,remember?
ANYway,i live for mistakes.they make life beautiful if you know how to utilize and perceive them.

What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?

When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?
oddly enough when i danced with someone at a rave not too long ago.the music slowed down and we were pretty close,and i could hear the sound of my breathing echoing off her skin.hope my breath didnt stink,lol.

What do you love?
Fighting games,Martial arts,Drawing,Food,Music,Fa
shion design,Longboarding,Women.

Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love?

In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday?
if you give me the date,then most likely.

What about the day before that?

Or the day before that?

Decisions are being made right now. The question is: Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you?
i ALWAYS make them for myself.whether right or wrong.then i have no one to blame my shortcomings on,and i dont have to share the glory of my success with anyone esle except those who supported me.

for my first trick...

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to us guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain ourselves  to tentative hugs,  guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy 
our female friends are at the appropriate moment, because we know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.
This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but  we give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for us.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though we thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, we assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best winstreak I'd ever orchestrated in SF4 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though I thought it was immature and I had nothing against the guy, I paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because we’re nice like that.

The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!).

So, I propose a toast to us. the nice guys. we know who we are, and I know we’re sick of hearing ourselves described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs our patience in the department store, our holding open of doors, our party escorting services, our propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things we tolerate, for all the situations where we are the faceless, nameless hero, we do have credibility in this society, and our well deserved vindication is coming.



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